BEING FULLY BEGINNING
Today i enjoy being human. i do not try to escape.
i move fully human, fully expressed. Saints did not live in caves, they lived, with people, in towns, they were known …
i know how to choose between withdrawal and participation..
i choose wisely.. i do not look for what is easier. i assume difficulty with boldness..
i look toward what will serve for this season of beginnings.
i turn energy to important work for starting. Sometimes it is easier to withdraw from the world than to live in it…
Today, i live in the world.
i participate in rebirth. Sometimes it is more comfortable, to repress emotion than to feel…i express emotions.
To communicate in a group is more difficult than to be noble and meditate for hours alone.
Today i risk feeling and looking dumb. i feel through all emotions, i feel through sadness to happy…
i can no longer afford narrow definitions.
My fullest expression is to animate happiness in all seasons, all cycles, all directions.
To be a bender, to be a shaper, to be a wise person, is not laid back, mellow, safe and comfortable nor is it a guarantee of peace of mind. i have courage, i work hard and i am capable of repose and rest. i go deep down for this full living authentically. It requires openness and vulnerability in each minute, not sometimes. Each day there are no answers, only more problems, i am happy in the middle of this… Tasks to be done, positions to be left behind, more questions to consider. Wisdom is a function of experience… Beginning is not an event it is a process.
i am fully alive today.
i enjoy adventures of being fully human today.
i enjoy animating happiness right now, while i am beginning…
